Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born.

-Dale Turner-

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Sick sick mi...

well... i have been att. C for 2 days, n guess wat my fever is not getting any better n i still hv to book in... this is life u noe.. no choice sux thumb... lol... i dun reali hate army, but is some rules and regulations tt i dislike... army make u fit n i nid to thx them for it... its kind of sad for ppl to step in to keep u fit u noe... coz ur body belongs to u!! n u nid some1 else to help u keep it fit wat logic is tt!! haha...

On top of all i still get paid!! nt bad le lah... is all abt the mind tt makes ppl strong or weak... is also all abt the mind tt u take ur experiance a enjoying or torturing 1... u hv to believe in something so at least it means something... else u will be following blinding like a blur cock!! which i nv wan to be 1... so guess wat... something u hv to keep it to urself... n i hv to!! :) life is simple gd enuff till now...

Monday, October 9, 2006

army life

it seems like i was enlisted ytd, but i actually had been enlisted for 1mth ++. Life seems to be interesting i say, i feel gd abt it and feel that i am much fitter now.. the onli negertive things abt there is no matter how smart or how 2pid u r, u must take order frm the ppl tt hv higher rank then u...

Its so meaningless, but wat can u do? lol... life is wat it is... so let it be... if only i am the 1 wif higher rank, if only i am the one who can control things... if only... tts all i can say....

it actually made mi realised something, which i am glad that i can understand it. In the past, i used to believe tt the smarter ppl are the one controlling ppl. But now is no the matter of how smart u r, but how much authority u had. And this is wat is happening to our daily life, do u think tt all bosses are smart? as long as u own a company u can control ur men, as long as u hv the authority the rites u can control ppl!! so u don't hv to be smart, u juz nid to gain the access or the way to be some1 to hv authority in order to be some1 at a manager lvl...

Life is so sad, juz when i tot tt the smarter u r, the better u can live ur life such things happen... n i nid to re-evaluate my own mind set... Smarter as in knowledgable can onli aid u in being a success person but not a need in order to be one... SAD