Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born.

-Dale Turner-

Monday, March 24, 2008

Easily 4gotten stars...


Well look at who is in the pic? Do u still remember her? she is one of my favorit american idol 2 idol!! but guess where is she now? she is 1st 4gotten, 2nd not being mention at all!! Y do i bring this up 2day? I guess feel that stars r so easily 4gotten. How much hardship have they gone thru to get famous, and how easy is it to be 4gotten... Life is reali like a drama, you can be the king for the moment, and the next time you know, you r a begger... Lifes so sad, so crude...

In the past, i was so free, no responsible, no trouble... but rite now i feel so heavy, so tired and so exhausted!! but still i have to drag my feet and finish the long run no matter wat happen... I am reali confuessed abt who i reali am rite now, i cant get things rite, and i cant get myself back to shape. I am sick, i am tired and i juz wan to be a normal person, y cant they juz let me be a simple person, where i could sit down and had a gd laught all the time. Y must i be the one that needs to be sitted there and be so strict to get things inorder. I dun like order, i dun like rules, i dun like the current me... As wat i have always said, i juz wan to be a simple person, y cant ppl juz get it!! leave me alone n let me be simple!! is it tt hard to do that minior thing for me? I wan to hv a gd rest, a gd slp and a gd peaceful time...

Thursday, March 13, 2008

smart or hardworking

2day one of my friend asked me "Do you believe in smart or hardworking", and i replied him w/o any hassitation, "Of coz is smart" then i started to add in some factor of the advantages of being hardworking. And rite now thinking thru wat i said, i feel that i am sort of contridicting. Why do i replied "smart" but i am thinking abt "hardwork"? Its weird rite! But anyway by the end of the day both of us believe that there can be no 1 that is hardworking for life juz like how my parents always tell me "boy, u can nv be smart for life" i guess life is like gambling, u nv noe wats rite or wrong, so long i believe in my faith, i will then be the "smart" and the "hardworking" that ppl will see me as. There is nv a defination in life, onli perceptions.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

interesting interesting...

Well, 2day had been doing video for the organization that i hated most!! but guess my video talents and interest doesn't reali made me feel so bad aft all! in fact, i sort of enjoy it!! hehe!

Its reali been so long that i feel that i am back to studies, i reali had this sort of feeling 2day. Brain storming on things that r reali is happenin rather then telling some warrents / SGs that are pratically telling you ok and nt do anything!! it feels so much better!! At least i din noe that my software are able to work better then something that gets paid for abt few Ks a mth, while i onli paid a few K once!!

Lifes still goes on, and i hope that i wun be living a life that such shitty and filty ppl lived in! Luckly i noe who i am, where i am and wat i am!! I juz wan to be a simple man, so pls let me be SIMPLE!!! I AM NOT SPECIAL FOR YOUR INFO