bad bad bad...

I feel so bad nt goin to the xin guan 3 thingy!! haiz... but rite now say may seem a bit ptless lah, but ya lor i juz feel bad nt to support the ppl :(

Was sad abt the result as well. Actually i was shock when i noe the result. ya... but lets nt tok abt sad stuff lah!! lol!! its a bad day, but life still goes on. Sun sets everyday, and rises the next mornin wor!! Try to c if there is any rainbow bah!! maybe u r likely to c 1 and can admire it and smile so HAPPILY!! ORH I C MY PINK IC!!!

feel kind of heavy...

Well... today is v day, and i spent it on camp and home only... LOL!! Actually i find its ok, as personally i dun reali like v day as well thou... ya lor! but juz had this tots and feelin tt wat hv i actually been doing during my past NS life.

I feel so empty rite now. i feel like i am juz like a normal person. i hv lost tt i am special feelin in me. well, i guess when u reali look and deal with so mani sort of ppl, u will actually be sick of wats special. Anyway i always like to be normal, but normal in a way tt i noe i am hv my own believe and thinkin. but rite nw, i onli feel that i dun hv my own mind set anymore. i am sick n tired of bein the one who made so mani decision. i am sick of responsibility. i am sick of wakin up every mornnin noein tt i nid to make sumthing happen out of nth. i am reali sick of bein a leader. i juz wan to be a follower, i naggy person, sum1 tt can so openly express himself and feel so free and relax. those were the days back then... :)

life life...

Well, life is kind of hard for me now. Coz i am reali nt motivated a single bit? i wan to slp, i dun wan to work. get it?