Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born.

-Dale Turner-

Saturday, July 29, 2006

heart ach

i hv no idea y am i hvin this heart ach even thou i hv no gal tt i like rite now!! i dun noe y is it happenin?? maybe is friendster bah... was searchin thru friendster n soon my heart achs... pls dun think in the dirty manner!! i was actually lookin at all my friends profile 1 by 1 n realized how much or how long we last met. was so sad!!

be4 tt i was actually chattin wif tony, n he was sayin abt his stories tt it get linked to des! lol... then i hv this urge to look at all my friends!! to noe hows their life is by lookin thru the pics!! dun noe whethere is it pervert to u? but i reali feel kind of gd by updatin myself "auto" on their daily pics!! although i dun reali tok to them, or i dun noe how to interact wif them bah, but i still hv a heart tt i care for them all u noe?

Saturday, July 22, 2006

its wrong to do tt, its wrong to do this

FUCK U!! its nv wrong to do anything!! the onli thing tt is wrong when oth ppl comment tt u r wrong is the PERSON!! who hv the rite to comment oths? who hv the rite to take ur rites away? bein a human u nid to stand tall on ur ideas, ur dreams. If u dun stand for it then there is nth more i can say...

In the past i hv always stand up for everything tt i think is rite, no matter wat comment i gt i still do it. cos i noe tt in this world the onli 1 tt can change my bloodly hell fate is myself!! due to tt i am bein categorized as "arrogant"

Then few yrs passed n i hv changed to be a passive person, yet again ppl comment tt i am bein too passive tts y u cant get wat u "shld" hv!! wat a joke!!

So now no matter rite or nt, the onli 1 tt passes down tt fuckin judgment in my acts is me and ONLI ME!! advise r suppose to be taken nt to be acted on get it? u make ur fate, u make ur ACTION!!

my beloved instructor!! :)

2day in the noon i was hvin a nap aft my drivin, the fuckin instructor always like to adjust the car's air con to blow it on my fuckin face!! and i had to readjust the air con onli when i feel the cold!! as u noe, when u enter the car in the 1st place, u r warm and u wun realised where the air con is blowin. N by the time i realized i am hvin a cold, its too late liao!! cos i am FUCKIN SICK LE!!

So aft the lesson, i went home straight. No i went n "ta bao" my food then went home. Aft my meal i went to bed rite away!! i was so damn sick lo!! i cant even open my eyes without those tears!! u noe when u r sick ur eyes will be so "tear-ly"

Waste my whole fuckin friday on a drivin lesson!! knn!! made mi cancel my plans... haiz... i am so weak now!!! juz the air con blowin on my nose i can get sick!! worst is my face is FUCKIN DRY too!! knn!! my face = my life!! i wasted how much $$ on my face u noe? 500++ and is still goin up!! n u wan to blow till my face got dry?? __ u!!!

Friday, July 21, 2006

sian sian sian!!

goin NS soon... n there is no gd job for a man like mi, tt can onli work for few weeks!! so sad... i can onli stay at home n slack slack slack and still SLACK!!! I AM SO BORE!!!

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

so times, life is so funni...

i was lookin at my previous blogs, n guess wat, i alreadi think i was so ugly in the past!! i mean its onli 2 mths n now i think i look much better!! lol maybe is "i think" tts y. LOL!! well, recently i think i hv been fallin in love, fallin in love wif myself! keke... everytime i look into the mirror i wld tok to myself " WOW u hv changed into a better lookin person" but guess wat, i reali wish i can change into a better person as in the whole person. No matter is it in the mind set, behavior or within my inner soul, as long i can be a better person i will try n do it.

Reason? becuase i noe tt this world is a world where mother nature takes its role. Meanin its the survival of the fittest!! so i hv to prepare myself for the future, who noes wat will come to me? so i hv to prepare to be a better person so tt i can handle myself thru all sort of matters. no matter is it relationship, work or even studies.

Maybe is due to my failure in the past tt i reali hv this mind set of "I MUST NOT FAIL THE NEXT TIME" so inorder to meet tt kind of standard tt i wan i must learn and I MUST

Saturday, July 1, 2006

how times flies...

its reali funni to c how time flies, and also interestin to c the past of myself in the photos. It is so fasinatin to actually noe how much u hv growed or matured in terms of behavior, dressin, and mind set. How funni is it to c the ugly u, and how u wld react by sayin to urself is tt reali me? omg i look so horrible!!! lol... its reali tt damn interestin, maybe all of us shld be more active in takin photos every now and then, and hv thoes memories for us to remember or remesi abt