heart ach

i hv no idea y am i hvin this heart ach even thou i hv no gal tt i like rite now!! i dun noe y is it happenin?? maybe is friendster bah... was searchin thru friendster n soon my heart achs... pls dun think in the dirty manner!! i was actually lookin at all my friends profile 1 by 1 n realized how much or how long we last met. was so sad!!

be4 tt i was actually chattin wif tony, n he was sayin abt his stories tt it get linked to des! lol... then i hv this urge to look at all my friends!! to noe hows their life is by lookin thru the pics!! dun noe whethere is it pervert to u? but i reali feel kind of gd by updatin myself "auto" on their daily pics!! although i dun reali tok to them, or i dun noe how to interact wif them bah, but i still hv a heart tt i care for them all u noe?