hopeless helpless..

guess that mostly everyone hv tasted the hopeless helpless feelings in their lives. But this time round, i feel it with a topping of restless.

Simply, everyday u work like a horse, or a dog. Trying to get as much things into ur head, tt seems so slow nowadays. To a point that u can actually feel the vain poping out. N yet u still dun understand a single thing. Sometimes the elder do say that u need to try and strave to be better. But i guess when u r in an environment where everyone simply standing on top of u, n stepping u down like a stone. U simply dun wish to be any more better, as u simply will become a better stepping stone n period.

Day by day passes, n the things i loved, i like doing r all leaving me further n further away. Ironic, things tt i detest are inching their way nearer to me. Day by day passes, and i can c the clock ticking, n this clock had a label called armagadon. tick tick tick....