I am hving mixed feelings nw. U noe sumtimes when ppl of tt u think is good hv high hopes on u, esply when their r willing to gv in their times and effort juz for u. U will feel so hw too blessed.
But at the same time, u feel weird. As in u will hv stress plus excitments, which is kind of funni sort of feelings. Nw i feel like i am in a grp competition, onli tt i nid to show or perform alone, but its sort of a team effort. Althou things hv nt started yet, but i juz feel tt i am too blessed wif such a gd chance. And i reali dun think tt i shld deserve it, coz nv in life had i had such a gd deal happen.
Mixed up + stress + lost + confuss is nt goin to get me anywhere. I juz nid time to sort out issues.
Rite nw, my 5 yrs plan had to make some changes, n this is nt wat i had in mind. All the best Chun An.
But at the same time, u feel weird. As in u will hv stress plus excitments, which is kind of funni sort of feelings. Nw i feel like i am in a grp competition, onli tt i nid to show or perform alone, but its sort of a team effort. Althou things hv nt started yet, but i juz feel tt i am too blessed wif such a gd chance. And i reali dun think tt i shld deserve it, coz nv in life had i had such a gd deal happen.
Mixed up + stress + lost + confuss is nt goin to get me anywhere. I juz nid time to sort out issues.
Rite nw, my 5 yrs plan had to make some changes, n this is nt wat i had in mind. All the best Chun An.
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