Sunday, midntie
Its 4am now, and i am still awake. No one online, no good music on the radio, no more things for me to worry, no more stress.
Feeling sort of happy, but a bit useless. U noe, there is times that u wan to do something, but there is simply nth for u to do? that sort of useless feeling? is not those type that u feel helpless that u cant make something out of ur life, but those feeling that u noe this period of abt a few weeks u reali hv nth to do but to do nth? sounds chim?
guess life is so unpredictable, as in u cant plan out ur life at times. Things juz happen, and u gt nth left in u but to submit to it. To accept tt this is wat others called faith. Guess there is reali some times that i hv to admin that i am juz a normal human being. I hv my weakness and i hv my feelings. I am made of flesh n blood, i am a complicated creature that is able to make something out of nth. Able make nth out of something that is so useful as well. I can make a building out in the desert, i can also make a beauty rain forest a huge grave yard.
I heard this saying today, by some prof. in the US that had juz recently passed away. He told his student in his lecture named "the last lecture" and there is infact a book called "the last lecture" by him. He did mention wat i state above, that he too is juz a human, there is things that he had completed and achieve and things that he can only "dream" that he can do it.
He once state in his lecture that life is like playing cards. U cant change the card that u are being deal with, but u can change the way u play with it. I find this phase very meaningful.
There is another thing that he mention that i was so enlighten with. He says: " in life there is many obsticals, and all these obsticals r like bricks, they r there to stop ppl. And in life,ppl wld want to achieve lots and even tons of achievements. But if u reali wan to get something, u wld do watever it takes to accomplish it, no matter how hard it is. Then these bricks that we mention so far are obsticals to stop those ppl tt r fighting with u for the achievements u wan, and not there to stop u.
Guess by the end of the day, i am still a child, a kid. I always want to do something great by thinking and planning so many stuff. But listenin to his "obstical" i feel that, i am still not so determine enuff in my life. Because i still treat obsticals as bricks that wld stop me, and not others. Maybe if one day i feel that bricks r meant to stop others, then will i feel that i hv reached the ideal starting state of wat i wan as a person. The prof is reali a smart and humble man, i respect this ideas. The ideas of a great man, and yet so humble that he did not even mention of "competing with others, but to compet with one's idea and believe"
Its 4am now, and i am still awake. No one online, no good music on the radio, no more things for me to worry, no more stress.
Feeling sort of happy, but a bit useless. U noe, there is times that u wan to do something, but there is simply nth for u to do? that sort of useless feeling? is not those type that u feel helpless that u cant make something out of ur life, but those feeling that u noe this period of abt a few weeks u reali hv nth to do but to do nth? sounds chim?
guess life is so unpredictable, as in u cant plan out ur life at times. Things juz happen, and u gt nth left in u but to submit to it. To accept tt this is wat others called faith. Guess there is reali some times that i hv to admin that i am juz a normal human being. I hv my weakness and i hv my feelings. I am made of flesh n blood, i am a complicated creature that is able to make something out of nth. Able make nth out of something that is so useful as well. I can make a building out in the desert, i can also make a beauty rain forest a huge grave yard.
I heard this saying today, by some prof. in the US that had juz recently passed away. He told his student in his lecture named "the last lecture" and there is infact a book called "the last lecture" by him. He did mention wat i state above, that he too is juz a human, there is things that he had completed and achieve and things that he can only "dream" that he can do it.
He once state in his lecture that life is like playing cards. U cant change the card that u are being deal with, but u can change the way u play with it. I find this phase very meaningful.
There is another thing that he mention that i was so enlighten with. He says: " in life there is many obsticals, and all these obsticals r like bricks, they r there to stop ppl. And in life,ppl wld want to achieve lots and even tons of achievements. But if u reali wan to get something, u wld do watever it takes to accomplish it, no matter how hard it is. Then these bricks that we mention so far are obsticals to stop those ppl tt r fighting with u for the achievements u wan, and not there to stop u.
Guess by the end of the day, i am still a child, a kid. I always want to do something great by thinking and planning so many stuff. But listenin to his "obstical" i feel that, i am still not so determine enuff in my life. Because i still treat obsticals as bricks that wld stop me, and not others. Maybe if one day i feel that bricks r meant to stop others, then will i feel that i hv reached the ideal starting state of wat i wan as a person. The prof is reali a smart and humble man, i respect this ideas. The ideas of a great man, and yet so humble that he did not even mention of "competing with others, but to compet with one's idea and believe"
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